I do not think I have felt more myself than I do right now,
Lips shrieking through a closed mouth,
Hair done down and legs consumed by the weight of my mystery,
Confused about what to say and how to say it and how I will express to you
Exactly what it is I’m trying to say,
Slightly dehydrated and slightly dazed,
Taking another sip of something to swallow a sleeping pill,
The little blue capsules of dreams that make my thoughts stop for a moment only to
Reincarnate and explode as little beings leaping through my mind in multicolored meaninglessness.
I’m all over the place and all over myself and
So, so in love with the confusion.